what should i say?

I'm so much better today. Had lunch with beloved darling and gf! :) Happy birthday my swweeeetie sweet sweet GF! Delifrance's boring. :/ Hahaha. Spent quality time with my darlings in the library reading nonsensical junk. :p Sigh, every little thing we did just reminds me of you.. I missed your warmth, your smile, your voice, your presence... Mmmhmm.. Sorry for being so corny, but I really really really... missed you.. Why can't we go back? :( Sigh. It's over, OVER.. I guess. Haunting memories... I just can't help myself but to reminisce. Why does Happiness seem ephemeral?

"Leting me know the truth, that's mean.." Remember...? :(

Hope the girls enjoyed the little day out! Catch up with you guys real soon!! And all the best for monster 'O's!! You all must be cursing me for being so cheesy again :p Till then, the memories you gave me are for me to keep and look back at. Thank You.

Good day!

Firstly! Thanks to all the people who came for my BBQ to celebrate my 17th Bithday! I hope all of you had your fun and the food... hmmmmm.. NO COMMENTS. Hahah, But... I hope it's alright for everyone! :) Thanks for all the lovely gifts from everyone. I love every single one of them! And and and thanks for all the blessings and wishes!!!

Secondly. Wishing a Happy Happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all September babies! Hmm, a little late I know! Anyway, Happy Advance Birthday to Baby Sister and Girlfriend! LUBCHEW!

Thirdly. Congrats TPCB for doing so well today at Kaki Bukit Prison School. Was a wonderful and unforgetable experience, eh? Well done, well done!! (clap clap!!) Had a great dinner w/ my band-mates! You rock people!!! Glad we had our good laughs till our tummies hurt! :) LOVES. And and and.. Peppermint oreo ice-blended rad the tastebudssss!! MMMM..... Saxophone section's population is getting smaller. Where did all the lao jiaos went??? :/

Lastly. I'm broken..... Why why why...... Why did all this happened again..? I'm bring fooled time and time again.. You think it's fun having to go through all these feelings? I just can't seem fight them off. I can't seem to pick myself up again... I wish that now was the moment when we were that close... You have stolen my heart~~~ :( I... I... really... ......... (sob sob..)

Okay! Shall stop being emo cheesy. Good night all. : ( My nights gna be a sucky one again.

Watch us spin around on the highest hill...

beat!

Yawns! Good afternoon everyone. Just had lunch and I feel like going back to sleep. Hahaha. Lazy bum bum.
Anyway, yesterday was a great day :) Hope all darling Bananas had fun! We had dinner at Marina South's Chong Pang BBQ Steamboat. Celebrated our dearest Facilitator, Vege's birthday! Mmmmhmm. Our dragon boaters, Sam and Jiamin, couldn't join us for pool after dinner as they have a competition today. :( Boo hoo. Anyway! Good luck girls!!!! : DDD So, Lou, Long, Joyce, Cai, Kannan and I went to bugis for pool! Ya... Great night all! Thanks Cai's dad for driving us home! I'm now going to post all the pictures 'cause Jolene's LAZY TO BRAG SO MUCH! :D


Loulou and Me! Waiting for the latecomers! She waited for an hour for everyone! Oooops! Sorry sweeeet.

Vege vege and Dragon! SMILE LA!!

Stoning.

Super hot auntie Kannan!!!! WOOO!

Loulou and me! :)) Nice picture eh!?

Tsk! LONG! Got pretty girl beside you still don't want to smile?!?

Girls just wna have FUN!

And so does the guys?!?!! EWWW! HAHAHA.

Steamboat BBQ! HOOO!

Yummy chicken broth!! Didn't get to taste how yummy it was though! x:

Hungry Hungry Joyce! Hahaha. :D

The pretties :D Joyce, Loulin &Jiamin!

Looks like Lou and me are the main characters of the picture! LOL! Those 2 'popped' out from nowhere! :x

Lou, Sam, Jol and Xiao Long Nu(My daughter!) :X

The guys are the cooks for the day :D YUM!

The cake is being brought out! Chocolate Mousse Cake for Vege vege!!!

And there you have it! Our Bday boy, Chew Qing Cai!!! VEGE AHOI! Happy 19th dude! :D

Yeay, Group picture! 8 out of 17 Bananas! So sad huh :/ LOL!

Train Ride to Bugis. On an empty train. Nice shot eh?

Cheeeeeese!

The three little pigs! : D

Pool time! Woooooah! Sexayy Loulou! :p

Bear's taking his shot!! :D

CHU! With Loulou and Kannan!

My head got pushed away when taking this picture! Lol.

The emo-in-action kid.. Boo hoo!

Mmhmm! That's the 3 girls and 1 boy!

My turn my turn! Lol. Aiyah, just striking a pose! I suck real bad at pool. Not bad huh! :p

Ah!!! Cheeky boy on the loseeee!!!!

Joyce and Lou underneath the neon-litted signs.

My turn w/ Joyce! Lol!!

Hmmmmm. See no Evil. Speak no Evil. Hear no Evil.... HM?! Smell no Evil?!?! hahah!

(Credits to Cai for all the pictures!)

Hahaha. That's all kiddos. :p Enjoy!!!

sigh.

Things are getting complicated every single day. I'm that vexed la. :/
I hope I'm not being a nuisance.
I hope I don't pin my hopes up too high.
And I hope you're not leading me on.
Sigh..
Tomorrow will be going out with Banana darlings to celebrate vege's belated birthday! I think we are all going to Marina for dinner. :)

Hell loads of preparation for BBQ to handle this coming week, saddest thing is, Olivia is leaving for Malacca later in the morning. My extra set of hands are gone. :/
Sigh. Hope everything turns out well.

You know how paranoid I'm feeling now? ....

hm :/

Woke up at 11 today, just to find myself doing nothing at home. Going to have lunch with Oli soon. Yawns.. Boring boring boring day :/ I still need a job! But I just don't feel like working. As if money will fall down from the sky. Bluke. Ha. More activities this coming weekend and next week! I don't even think I'll have time to work. :/ Hahahaha! I think you feel like thrashing me now right? Lol. Alright. All you FLU BUGGED PEOPLE! Take care!! : D Drink gallons of water, okay? And don't pass it to me!!! Lol :)

HELLO!

Woo! I'm feeling so blesssssssssssed now. Hehehe. Was pretty busy with my hoildays that I abandoned my dear blog. Heh.

It has been pouring outside lately. Let me show you the rainy scenes around my area, Sengkang.

This week, I have met up with Lovely, Lover and hehe, My Hero(bearbearbear!!!) :)
My hair is now very flat too. :/ LOL. But it's much easier to tame now. Hahaha. No more FRIZZ! Well, shall make the pictures do all the talking :)

Drinking Frenzy. Sydney Cider. Guess who? :p

A day with Lover and My BELOVED Guitar.

Today. Went out with Mr. Hero to find a job. The Strait Times(Classified) today didn't have any! Boo HOO! Strolled the whole Mall today with you! :p After that I met Olivia to buy some of my bbq stuff. :) We chatted up a storm again. LOL! YAY! I LOVE OLIVIA! Alright, getting damn lethargic. :/
Take care everyone! Especially you! THE FLU GOTCHA! And I don't want to SNEEZE LIKE YOU! hahaha :) (BIGGEST BEAR HUG FOR YOU!)
BYE!

WOOOOOO!

I'M FUCKING OVER THE MOON! YEAH BABY!
I'm going to brag about my lousy examination results!
WOO HOOO!!!!

Examination Results
Principles of Management: C
Computer Systems & Applications: B
Principles of Economics: C+
Retail Accounting 1: C
Marketing Fundamentals: C
Applied Principles for Effective Living 1: Pass

Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date: 2.3
Academic Status: PERMITTED TO PROCEED TO THE NEXT SEMESTER OF STUDY.

HAHA! Sorry about bragging. I just needed some happy entries! LOL.
Anyway, the results and GPA sucks la, but who cares! I PASSED ALL!!!!!
YES AH!
NO SUPPLEMENTARY PAPERS!
Thank you merciful lecturers. HEHEHE.
Hmm, I believe most of the people passed everything as well, ya! Congrats!!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS :]

damn you!

I'm so damn pissed.
One. My computer, which suffers a bad lag every single time I boot it up, is seriously driving me up the wall.
Two. I can't log on to my Messenger regardless how many times I clicked that fucking sign in button.
Three. I'm just so pissed and turned off by someone.
!@#$%^& *Shows finger! DAMN!

Screw laggy computers.
screw MSN.
And screw YOU, you bloody imbecile.
Now then I realised that I've been the biggest fool all along.
All thanks to you.
F U C K Y O U.
Happy NOW?
Go mind your own business now and get out of my life.
I had it with you, your bullshit and your sweet nothings.

"It's the end, why aren't you saying goodbye...? "
(breaks down.. sob...)
P.S. PARDON ME.

simple skinnie!

Was bored. Mmhmm. Like the 'flattering' skin I made for myself?? Lol. Simple and contrasting, eh? Just going with the flow, polka-dots and strippies! :)

Having band practice tomorrow in the evening! Woo!

Banana tribe's planning to open a chalet during October! I'm so damn enthusiastic about it! :p I just can't wait to see the Banana peeps!!! <3 Please organise it!!! xDDD

Oh damn, I've got practically nothing to say. Shall see what tomorrow brings!

Take care people!!

back!

Woah, I didn't even realise I went missing for so long. Hehe. Kind of busy celebrating my holidays :D Hmmm, I lost my voice as well :(
A super duper soar throat and depriving sleep's driving me cuckoooo! I'm feeeeling so lethargic and headachy(and I don't even have Panadol!!!!). BOOO :( I'm going to hit the sack as soon as I finish typing my shit. Bleahhh. I went for BSC sub-committe camp yesterday and only returned today. Which was so bloody tiring but stupidly fun. Made tonnes of friends and hell, they're a great bunch of people :)) LOVES. I LOVE MY BANANA A.K.A PISANG TRIBE!! YAY. Thanks for everything! And thanks especially to my lovely classssmates!!! HOOO! Love you babes! Hope all had fun, losing voices and depriving sleep :D But all in all must thank the Main Committee! LOVE YOU!

Anyhoo, I ran 'soooo much' that I lost 2KG! WEEE! But you know how much I HATE running??! Jolene HATES to EXERCISE. BOO! Lol. Oh well, I enjoyed most of the stupid things we did with the other tribes. Hehehe. Yup :) I'm going to miss my banana people, aw.. We almost won champion okays :/ They didn't really sum up our points correctly. But who cares, we won THE MOST CREATIVE tribe award :D Our flag was the prettiest even though our grip was made out of a pathetic twig and a flag which was drawn using crayons. Psssst, I drew that ugly 'Super Pisang Man' LOL!!! Nahahahas. Well, enjoyed the stupid activites like the nightwalk, the auctions, field cooking etc. Hahaha. Yup. Overall, good camp! :] Didn't regret going either. Hohoho. Hope Bananas will remember 'Auntie JoJo'!!!! x))) Waiting to receive all my peeektures :D But here are some I had.. On how to cam-whore in your classroom when nobody's watching. Heh heh..


A sense of achievement man this week! :] I met up with my ex-schoolmates, taught Olivia to blade, manage to get up that super high-seated bicycle my family bought to cycle and attending BSC Sub-committee Camp! HOOO <3! What a great weeeeeeeeeeek!!! Well, it's time for me to turn in 'cause I need to wake up early to send my elder brother to NS with my family in the morning.. Yawnnns. YUP! Oh-So-Lethargic Jol neeeeeeeeeds her beeeeeeeeeeeeed.. so badly.....